the longest week of my life

the longest week of my life is this one week without you. maybe i'm just stressed, maybe i'm just depressed, or maybe i just miss you.

you know i'm such a fool for you, or don't you?i think you still have an idea how much i like you, or even more than that. i don't want to go to class because i know you won't be there. i just want to sleep all day until this whole week pass me by. i'm trying to keep myself busy to ignore the time. but no, you just have to be always in my mind.

why do i feel jealous when your with another guy? why do i miss you so much, i hope the time will fly. why is friendship not enough, i know it's what you want. why do i have to fake this feeling, to me it's all a lie.

but if lying is what it takes to be near you. to be around you. to be close to you. i'll just hope the time comes when there will be no need to lie.

i told you the truth, and it broke my heart.