why am i getting paranoid?

is it because she is home where her ex is? why do i get the feeling that they'll meet and something. why is the swing scaring me? why do i even care? raarrr.

i'm not supposed to be like this. hell, i'm supposed to be in class today. don't even know the reason why i'm still here in my room posting meaningless posts while my statistics assignment due today haven't even been touched. wake up buddy, you need to change. and this week is perfect chance to change.

the problem is, next week will be an entirely different story.