breaking a promise

i promised to go bowling tomorrow to some people but i'm bound to break that promise. the reason? i am selfish. i don't want to see them together. I just remembered that they were going to Taoyuan tomorrow and I'm guessing that they'll be going together. And guess what, HE is a very good bowler. That won't go unnoticed and unpraised.

I won't go that far. I already miss her. I miss her everyday. And now I just don't know what I am doing. I just hope it will turn out for the best. Wish me luck.