this has got to be the shittiest day in my life

i cut two classes, the computer mandarin and the marketing one. Now, i'm not sure if i'm still going to meet up my group mates for marketing to discuss our project but i really think i must go.

two and a half hours to go in this boring office. although i don't know what i'll do once i get off work. and after the meeting. I still need to learn hoe to play the bass lines of three taiwanese song. that would take at least two hours each, although from what i've been hearing, the bass lines sound great (and difficult).

i don't know why i'm such in a depressed mood. it's just that ever since i learned the "confession" and confirmed it a bit added to my already restless mind, it just made a big bang. i know there is no big deal. maybe its just a personal issue. regret? nope, i don't think so.

so what? they can go there. why can't i approach you? why am i always thinking about myself? am i that self-centric already?

i dunno. but kudos. and don't mind me. i'm just being pathetic.