starstitch

ooo...

what a wierd topic.

anyway, the topic got nothing to do about this post. well, the truth is, i don't have any idea on what to write about here. i just want to add a new entry in case of a sudden rapture from the net.

vacation's here and i got nothing to do but stare into blank space. it's a good thing that i can sometimes find some computer to borrow. yeah, yeah. i find pleaure in surfing gametrailers.com . it's a fun site. try it. ^^

the chinese new year is about to start. a mere 2 days left for preparing. not that i'm the one preparing. haha~ all i need to prepare is my numb brain for playing all nighter mah jhong. yeah, you heard it right. i've been gambling my way here. and so far, i've lost quite a sum of money. but i think i've earnd my way through though. haha~

wheee... i'm tired of thinking about new things to write about. and there is still livejournal lurking ahead of me. that's it for now. bye.

by the way, congrats to manny pacquiao for making morales face the canvas. and a post mortem to ernie baron.

inhibitions: set me free

i haven't slept a single wink.

i don't know. i had this talk with joenil that lasted upt o about 2am. well, i realized many thing on that talk. and with those things in mind, i hope i can be a new me. a better me. just in time for the new year.

also, joenil lent me a book last night. "Emotional Vampires." From that book i've learn that i'm one of those paranoid types. Thinking about what might happen even though i haven't happened yet. Trying to save the world one minute at a time. shouldering the burden that's not mine. yeah, i'm a martyr. even though i don't look like one.

And yeah, i've weighed my options already last night. hopefully the newe improved me will emerge by the beginning of the second semester. but now, i'll wait. i'll wait in my shell. little by little, i'll crawl my way out. and hopefully, i've buried the skeletons in my closet by then.

Hopefully, everything will be all right until this new butterfly escapes from the prison of his cocoon.