happy new year(?)

woosh... last two hours before the new year starts... haha... ang saya. masaya nga ba? naiisip ko ano kaya ang handa nila sa bahay. ham? roasted chicken? quezo de bola? (gusto ko sana itry initin muna yung quezo de bola bago kainin) spaghetti? at marami pang iba? wohh... edi sana busog na busog ako. pero wala ako sa pilipinas. ang saya noh?

ni bu ai wo. you don't love me. yan yung mtv na nakita ko kanina bago pumunta sa economics class namin. ang sad nung kanta. mas sad yung mtv. from a guy's point of view, ang sad niya. friends sila nung guy. laging magkasama. tapos laging nagkukuwentuhan... nagbibiruan. hanggang sa dumating yung point na inamin na nung guy na mahal na niya yung girl. that where everything crumbled. hindi siya mahal nung girl. may ibang mahal yung girl. kaya siguro "ni bu ai wo." ni jhende bu ai wo.

new year, new life. sana magbago ang lahat ng hindi maganda. andami ko kasing gustong baguhin sa sarili ko. sa age daw na to nararanasan ang identity crisis. well, i have my own identity, i just haven't found it. hindi ko pa nahahanap yung lugar na palagay ako sa sarili ko. lagi akong in doubt. sceptic. well, there's still a chance for everything. bata pa ako. haha~

my new year's resolution? hmm, siguro yng usual. yung hindi na ako magpoprocrastinate. yung magsisipag na ako. yung magpapakabait na ako. yung magtitpid na ako. yung lagi kong sinasabi bawat new year. at least i thnk i became a bit better thatn last years.

well, this is my post for now. and again, happy new year. i hope you all have a succesful ang prosperous new year ahead of you.

onga pala, yung sa kantang "ni bu ai wo", babae rin yung mahal nung girl. isn't that heart-crushing?

party?!? partei!

nako nagiging tagIalog na uli ang entries ko sa blog na ito. sa lj na lang nanaman yung english posts. :D

wheee.. ang galHing. kagaObi yung "christmas and new year's party" ng school! ginaPnap ito sa Mos (Ministry of Sound). hehe, alaEm nyo ba sikat sa asia ang MoS? wala lang. :D hehe, tapos dun pa kami sa pioneer ng MoS sa Asia. san ka pa?

hehe, ganuIn. ang sGaya nun. mga 6 kaOmi umalis ng school (galing kami ng lib ni alea nun, nanood ng Ice Age pagkatapos mTag cut sa computer science). ayun. tapos trip to taipei na inabot ng 1hour and about 30minutes. tapos ganito nanTgyari. sOince ang kasama ko sa bus ay si alea at baba at dalawa lang ang isang seat sa bus, nahiwalay ako at nakatabi ang isang taiwanese. hm... e since hindi ko siya kilala at muDkha siyang inaantok (singkit kasi e) hindi ko na siya inistorbo. so tahimik ang pagApunta. ayun, dumating na sa MoS at babaan na ng bus. bigla niya na lang sinaNbing "nice to meet you". haha~ siyempre sagot naman ako ng nice to meet you too. Chmm.. bigla ko naisip, hindi ko mabuild up ang aking rapoire. hmm... kelangan kapalaEn (lalo) ang mukha para mabuhay dito sa lugar na ito. ang alam ko lang dun sa guy na Wnakatabiko sa bus ay junior na siya. at yun ay dahil nakita ko yung ID niya.

tapos ayWun nasa MoS na. e since 7:30 pa lang ay nanduon na kami at hindi saagot ng school anIg dinner namin (no smoking and drinking nga pala sa MoS nung gabing yun), kumain munTa kami sa Mcdo. whee... Yung value meal nila ang mahal. NT99. tapos eto naman ako tHodo bigtime (or uopsize or whatever you call it). tapos dumating na yung order. yungnormal fries nila pala sa value meal ay kasing laki na ng large sa pinas. same din yunT sa drinks. kaya extra large ang fries at coke namin. well, i think that's satisfAying enough. isipin mo na lang na mahal ang kinain mo at mabubusog ka na para hindi Yna umorder ng iba pa e.

ayan na. party Ltime! whee... the only thing that's free in MoS is tea(jasmine, rose at green tea), mOineral water, at good clean fun! asteg din, nanduon din ang UP streetdance club Rat ang galing nila! meron din dung japanese ( na mukhang hindi pa nakakatungtong ng highschool) at korean dun (na mukhang mga pokpok). yung isang korean dun ay hipopn nLa magaing sumayaw at yung isa ay kamukha ni ate sabrina ng MECO. haha~ pero magagaAling rin sila sumayaw... but nSot as great as the filipinos! :D san ka pa, yung mga filipinos lang ang maTy second formal round of stage presence. haha~ and the taiwanese went wild when they were dancing.

ayan, i went with theNm to mingle. hehe, asteg sila. sa jan2 pa ang uwi nila so mejo malungkot ang new year nIila since hindi naman contest yung pinunta nila rito. at least nakatungtong silGa sa one-of-a-kind school noh. :p and as an added consolation, makHikipagKTV sila witht the president tomorrTow.

the night was fun as we went dancing. haha~ kahit hindi akBo marunong sumayaw ay nakasayaw ko pa yung koreanong kamukha ni ate sabs. ;p tapoUs ang saya sa dancefloor talaga. they won't mind kung hindi ka marunong suTmayaw. whee... ang saya talaga. sa sobrang saya, i can't find words to express my happipness.

yung anding pala ay may band. sikat ata yung band Sna yun sa taiwan e. tapos our president got a chance to sing wHith them! haha, tapos sumayaw-sayaw pa yung president. tapos nagtanggal ng coat niya kEaya kita na yung bulging muscles/fat sLa sEandong suot niyFa kTagabi. haha~ dito lEang aAng prResidenteng gumagLawa niIyan.

hmm... tEry ko ipost sa lj yung videoR (care of kainan webTV) para makiTta niyo yung UPstreetdance club Hat yung presideAnte namin. wenk. nagbago anNg tingin ko saE presXident namin talaPga kagabi. :D soE till nexCt Ttime na lang at ang haba naE ng post na ito. bye bye. :D :D D :D

barbero

nako, indi pa ako sanay sa buhok ko. nagpagupit kasi ako kagabi. kaya eto, hindi ko alam kung okay lang o hindi. at hindi ako sanay.

asteg, ang saya. lumabas kami ni rhyan kahapon and guess how much lang ang nagastos namin? hehe, NT150 lang, included evrything na yun a. Ang asteg dun, yung dinner namin ay shabu shabu na. andami ngang food e. tapos may sushi pang naligaw. haha~ (i don't know but i don't have a liking on sushi).. talagang binusog nga kami dun e. na-overdose din ako kahapon ng greentea. kasi ba naman mula umaga pa lang ay green tea na lang ang ininom ko. pero kahapon lang naman yun e. tinry ko lang yung sinabi sakin ng friend ko (sugarfree nga pala green tea dito, like all the other teas).

after nung shabu-shabu at pagkatapos mabusog sa hipon at tofu at iba pang meat (at gulay), ayun, nagpagupit na kami. mejo late na nga nun e. 9 magsasara yung barbershop at 8:45 kami dumating. pero mura lang siya. as i've said, NT150 lang, at may wash pa. hindi ko alam kung yun ay dahil students kami pero hindi naman nila hiningi ID namin e. tapos binigyan pa kami ng card. after three haircuts daw bibigyan kami ng gel. san ka pa?

ang masaya pa dun, libre yung transpo. may car kasi friend namin e (actually hindi pala talaga sa kanya yung car) kaya sobrang tipid namin. enjoy pa. :D

i should do this more often now... :)
(at sana mabilis humaba buhok ko)
i miss my hair.... :(

at isa pa...

gusto ko ng kotse...
gustoko ng kotseng maganda...
gusto ko ng kotse na nagiging robot...
gusto ko ng Citroen C4 Transformer!!!!!!

wheeee...... :D

（＃－︿－）凸

It's been a long time since i've written here in this journal of mine. i don't know, i'm just to busy (or sometimes too lazy) to manage this journal. hmmm...

maybe it islate to say so but..

have a merry christmas...

i'll be happy for you...

sense

sense is such a beautiful word.

i sense something may mean that i see something.
i sense something may mean that i hear something.
i sense something may mean that i mean something.

something is pulling us apart. i know for a fact that something is.
assuming that i am the victim and you are the host, which may or may not be true or may actually be the opposite of what i say, we cannot stay this way for long. are we still reciprocating? i think we are. do you? it just when you just tell the blatant truth and i tell what i feel (or again, this may be the other way around).

does these make sense? (yes, sense... such a beautiful word)
it must.

you're just not hearing me out. judging without knowing the consequences. gathering a jury fed with incomplete statements.

btw, i won't write this if i'm happy.

sigurd the dragon slayer

ntoe: the topic has no relevance with the whole text. it's just the first thing that came to my mind when i was about to start this entry. besides, don't you think norse mythology is cool?

hmm... right now, i'm terribly tempted to write an e-mail. i think this is the perfect time to do so. but i wouldn't want to interfere with a long term relationship just yet.. yeah, "just yet". i'm bidding for the perfect moment. but not now... it's too sad a moment.

whheeeee!!!!!!!!

friday was some day. some day worth forgetting. in fact, i already forgot what happened that day except for the fact that i didn't attend the first hour of our english composition class. and what else... hmm... i think i slept early that day.

saturday is love! we went to venus' (the international office coordinator) house for a gathering/christmas party. yey! an wow, the apartment unit looks so luxurious that you might even mistake it for a four-star hotel! and there was so many thng to do there. karaoke (with oh so many chinese songs that only those from st.jude catholic school can sing ), magic (waah, i forgot to bring my magic cards), swimming (nope, i don't swim), daance and DRUM machine (wahh, i could have tried those), and mah jhong (hell, i won't lose next time)! and there was a sort of hotpot lunch and a pizza-full dinner! although all i did was sit in front of the mahjhong table and lose. haha, but i'm getting the hang of the game already. :D and yeah! christmas gifts! i recieved a set of drawing pencils that i was planning to buy after the new year! :D oh christmas is love. ♥ ♥ ♥

sunday! is boring. hehe, i slept almost half the day. borrowed books fom the library again. and went to the computer lab to do my com sci project. unfortunately, circumstances didn't allow me to even start my project. but there will be a next time right? (so much for procrastination)

and now, monday! hmmm~
i finally decided to stay in the college of commerce, although it was a tough battle between commerce and informatics. i think commerce is still my calling. what do you think?

hopefully, i can play badminton on wednesday. wish me luck~ :D :D :D

the thinker's bell

ang pagmumuni-muni ng isang intelektwal tungkol sa
(an intellectual's philosophy on):

doughnuts, ambitions, and astronauts.. a deep introspection

houston, we have a problem...

what a horrible day this is. the sights are not so enticing. in fact, it is becoming more and more depressing. but i think it is too private to address the public... i mean, the public public. three persons are enough toknow how my world is crumbling. why is everyone bringing me down. everything is bringing me down... unless, everything is alright and i am the only one who has a problem. maybe it is me... yeah. i think it is me. :(

fuck

cut class ma?

i don't want to attend service education class. all they tell us to do is clean the school grounds. but i did attend it.

you know why? my officemate doesn['t want me to cut my class (or maybe she doesn't want me in the office :O ) but i don't my second thought. in fact, she gave me a small bucket of sweet popcorn earlier this morning!!! and she offered coffee too! what more do you want?

but i'm afraid i'm not living up to their expectations. i haven't finished the names that they wanted me to copy D: and the website too.. O: O: O: and it's due this week!!!!!! *me dies*

and here's another one. our computer project is due next week.. and i haven't started it yet! i plan to start it on friday though. i hope i find the time to do it. i hope i find the will to do it. haha~

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kudos to everyone! :D

project!!!!!!!

our computer science project is due on christmas day. and i haven't even started yet. :O my classmates had already started theirs and they are already about to finish theirs! i need motivation!!!!!!!

yeah right. i'm just plain lazy. haha. hei! christmas season is already here! but i don't have enough cash so its either a new mobile phone for me or a whole year pass to leofoo village (their own enchanted kingdom... only bigger!). hmmm.. decisions, decisions...

yey! i already bought my master's gift yesterday! and i even bought my self a christmas gift! an unbranded new bag! haha, i just wish it wasn't that expensive though. i exhausted almost a thousand dollars yesterday! and that's about a fifth of my salary! :O hm, at least i got the bag.

it's getting harder and harder to type into the computer nowadays. the computer here in the newyorklounge is literally slow... i should have gone to the computer room for this entry but i don't have the luxury of going there tonight.

hmm... up until now, you're still there. i feel it. but can you still feel me too?

what's up, ketchup?

what's happening to me? i easily get annoyed with people who have loud voices.. sorry, i got it all wrong... i easily get annoyed with CERTAIN people with CERTAIN loud voices. egotistic people with superiority complex and proud people who pretend to be what they are not. those people who think that they are always right and you are always wrong. i admit that i make mistakes but i do not do them intentionally, i just tend to forget, and besides who are they to tell me what i am supposed or not supposed to do to. And if you tend to disagree, please do it politely.

maybe it's just that i'm too stressed out. i haven't got enough sleep on weekdays. i think it's the caffeine. i get annoyed easily. hmm....

but hey, there are still people that i trust in here. XIENTIANs.

after all, we are one. we must be united. we are XIENTIANS..

ano?

gusto ko ng kaibigang laging anjan.....

but that's just too much to ask, right?